Mind Map

Some changes just occur,
Bad and good changes.
Sometimes it's on purpose,
sometimes it's puzzling me.

Made some changes in the blog,
it no longer called 'Clouds of Thoughts',
I changed it to 'Mind map'.
The map in my mind,
which lead to places that is foreign even to myself.
so many junctions,
so complicated,
I get lost in it.
Sometimes it's just so bad,
I just run away from it.

The little blue cloud on the text boxes are changed,
to a girl drinking coffee,
give me the idea she's meditating.

So as the background.
the clouds are removed,
to make the place much simpler.

These are on purpose.

Lost of memeory.
She makes me feel weird,
as if she's hiding something.
I can't believe in that,
she used to be that best in my mind, suddenly,
all gone.

This is puzzling.

Gone again.
I think I'm used to it,
disappearance, ignorance, lengthening,
I've turned to get use to it.
If I can't change it,
just let it be,
sometimes things can't be forced,
especailly feelings.

This for is adaptarion purpose.

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Happy birthday Snono.

I've sent a card to her.
She must be celebrating with mum and others now.