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Things are still the same again,
even the habits come back.

I'm back to that life where sleep is kind of irregular again.
But better than last year(is that so?),
I sleep, without bothering if my homework is done.

Hate it when I have to lie,
and hate it when i feel relieved when she calls when I've woke up.

It's like I'm a bad child.

I don't want to be.

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EOYs are coming,
so as concert.

I'm still stuck in the same song for lesson,
how ironic,
it's huang he too.

I think it has stayed with me for more than half a year,
in fact, it has.

Whenever I practise it,
I just feel that it's never good enough,
and as if it never will too.

EOYs.
EOYs.
I think my grades are seriously dropping.
Trying to get myself into that shell,
I wanna join in too,
in order to resume.

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You all are of the same,
I wonder for this time when will it end.

Has it now?

Hope that one day i can really find one that is different,
a special one.

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Her words sound right.

I've learnt something somehow,
before listening to someone sharing her point of view,
have a stand myself first,
before finding myself being dragged along with her thoughts,
and when I listen to another one,
the same thing happen too.

In this way i can never judge if it's right.

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My mailbox and sms inbox are getting less noisy.
I still remeber the days when I survived without these things.

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I wonder how i did it.
I slept 4 hours in the afternoon,
and I can continue on sleeping at night,
even if i sleep early.

Guess that whenever i lie on a bed,
or lean on something,
I can just fall asleep.

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But,
there are certain things that are different.

I hope some of them can resume.

Somehow i wish they can come back.

But yeah,
life is filled with changes anyway.

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I don't wanna think somehow,
my brain is getting lazy,
but I need to reflect.

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No point regreting.

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I'm still walking on.

Not sure what expression should i carry.

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