Mind Map

I just can't fly (yet).

I'm fortunate,
I'm lucky.
A perfect(?) wings' framework was granted to me.

When i was put onto the clouds.
I saw others flying,
soaring high,
gliding,
doing beautiful turns.

I thought that I have wings and i could fly.

When I dived down,
i was spinning.
I thought i was flying.

But i wasnt.

I was falling.
And had no idea where's the brake.

They gave me instructions,
but my arms didn't feel like mine.
I couldn't do the graceful movements.
I lost my imagination in panic.
I thought I was a clumsy little bird trying to fly.

Only to realize that,
no I'm not even a bird yet.

All i have is a framework waiting for me to build up.

I'm spinning down,
I'm crushing down.

Tried to convince myself that I'm fine,
it's a dream.

But the thunders shouted into my ears.

It's not a dream.

I thought that I could see the dead end.
I was going to give up and just let myself crush and burn.

But the cold winds woke me up.

This is so not my end.

Rains came,
non-stop.

There's no brake.

There's no point staying in mid-air.

I need to fix the wings.

Need to fly. the eyes are watching.

P.S. I wish you were here.