Mind Map

to be something that im not.

Sorry but the feeling for this post has been gone when my blog engine recovered.
Sometimes it's just a moment thing.
I cant differentiate which can last.

I think im too afraid of making wrong decisions, making wrong choices.
Im not daring, never daring.

Walked out too much;
dived in too deep,
I might have started to lose vision.

Why am i seeing weird looking fishes staring back at me.
I thought i was searching for the colourful coral reefs.
Did i pass it?There's this chinese phrase saying 伸手不見五指,at you cant even see your own fingers.

I think sometimes I feel this.

Perhaps im fading away.

Vapourizing in this atmosphere,

Perhaps running away.
Perhaps feel burnt out by the hot flames.

Can't be like a child.

When should i give up?

Get into deep slumber.

Im so tired.